Sunday, March 22, 2009

New Job New Environment... New Life

Hey itz been a while since i blog... Well, i was pretty much tie up wif my new job... not gonna say wat exactly it is, but trust me its kinda fun though... n of coz new job comes new environment. But the new environment i meant wasnt abt my job. its more like a new plc i live in now keke... my baobao plc. we live together in an apartment ard cbd area. its all paid for by the company 555 so no issue. but not the utilities.

Well, i hvnt been blogging since i started staying in tis new modern apartment is also due to the fact tat im not usin my own comp. Its an europe laptop im using now n i kinda haf some problems wif the functions. So i thot writing out in singlish cum sms shortcuts n all will help me alil wif expressing myself.

Hey peeps dun get me wrong. If i eva write anytin tat sounds weird or bad or good. If its not abt me totally, it can b anytin i can tink of outta nowhere at all. n mayb alil mix of the past or anytin like tat... defnitely its been gr8 wif baobao now...

let me juz post a new 1 aft tis...dun wanna mix everytin 2gether in a post. btw tis freakin lappy has alrdy show me problems... everytime i type, i mite accidentally coz the cursor to go elsewhere n i b typin on the wrong line... so irritatin...

Also y i din blog here is bcoz tis lappy has no MSWORDS!!! can u juz bliv tat... baobao got no mswords in the lappy... usually i wld do a writeup on words then paste onto the blog. but seems like i gotta get use to writin it dwn rite frm the net itself... 555... ok then let me juz slowly tink of smetin to write in the future...

Monday, March 2, 2009

Is life really that simple?

I realized many people only solve problems when it is too late… most of them chose to snowball everything, test their own personal limits and when all is too late it explode…

Opposite parties will then reply, “If you would have say so earlier, maybe all these would not have happened.” Or “I should have done it earlier…”, “What if… what if… what if…” by the way I just watched “Back to the Future I II & III” again, after I watched them for more than ten years ago.

The worse thing is when hints and sometimes straight answers were given, people just reply “okay, okay” three bags full and then back to square one. This is utterly annoying. “Oh, you did? I am so sorry I cannot take hints.”
HELLO~! It was obvious. Still cannot get it? Then get a genie and wish for mind reading powers please. Save me all the trouble…

It is really emotionally and mentally taxing to have one brain to work for two minds. I know people want life simple, so they will make theirs simple by simply not think! Then others around them will think for them.

If you think life is simple, think again! Your life is simple means others ARE NOT. What will that make you? Selfish *s*h*l*… There are people who are born with their lives planned ahead. Some will be allowed to venture in their own thoughts, others will be guided along the way as to what their parents think is best for them, giving them an environment where they can be free yet safe enough for mistakes.

There are those who thought life is simple because they have been taken care of for way too long… when they are asked to USE their brains… WAH HEADACHE~! I CANNOT THINK THE MORE I TRY THE MORE PAINFUL IT GETS! Then once you work your brain for them, they will just smile at you and move along… please peeps, why does each of us owns a brain? It is simply because 1 brain, 1 mind, 1 body.

Taking life simple is selfish! You make others think for you, so you can live your own ideal simple life. That is CRAPPY! Worse than crappy a hundred times… when the thinker gets a little negative, you just keep pacifying him and make yourself the angel. Come on, give me a break. Why do you think you are positive? Because you let others think for you! All you do is live in the perfectly positive life of yours and try so hard to keep that unhappy stuff away from yourself and show others how nice you are, how positive you are. Keep telling yourself, “I got to keep this away, keep that away, so I won’t let others have any bad impression of me and my family.” Then suddenly paper gets burnt, everything inside pops out. Then you tell others, “I don’t mean to keep these from you. Because I’m afraid you will think of me, family, and my friends otherwise.” But hey you know why people who think for you tend to know everything? Well, because THEY THINK FOR YOU, HAHA… it is not a surprise, just something you never thought of. That is all. Stupid…

Peeps, all these weird thoughts just pop out sometimes, and I always like to feel it with imaginations to express all these thoughts as my own. I got this thought because I saw my friend putting up online all the time talking about having a simple life blah blah blah… but nothing against him lol… just want to use this line to tell you peeps out there. Before you want to think about having a simple life, THINK. Thinking is never simple. Decisions have to be made, decisions are never easy to make, so how is life any simpler?

P.S: spare me those simple decisions like, “what’s for dinner and all?” I dare to tell you guys out there… EVEN SUCH DECISIONS YOU CANNOT EVEN MAKE IT RIGHT MOST OF THE TIME. HAHA… “Anything loh…” familiar?