Which are you on?

I recently come across an article over the net. It is about Christianity and how they look at devils and demons and witchcrafts.

It is very radical. 1 of them mentioned abt children entertainment. Toys, tv shows, movies, cartoons, etc… comparing wif the Book, it is bliv tat devils and demons including witchcraft is real and tat it exist even in our scientific world.

Many of those children entertainment include the encouragement of such “evil”. All these are related to wat they would call a New Age World (somewhere along tat line…).

Seriously, if they are gonna criticize on such extremes, pls lah… x’tians pls juz put urselves together like it was in “The Village” tat dunno sharmalam movie.

No tv no nothing… so call pure world wif the least of sin. But hey, for as far as sin. As long as there is a mixture of males and females, there can neva b sinless lah… even the nuthead in the movie knows watz jealousy and tried to kill the guy who wans the blind gal…

Brain guys, brain. Use ur brain alil…

Toys, whn parents told their kids to play toys in a corner, its WRONG. Why? Bcoz playing toys, consoles, in a corner encourage ISOLATION. So, any kids caught doin tat r simply ANTI-SOCIAL liao… Halo~! They are young~! They dun understand~! So which means the parents r wrong? X’tians, who r parents, dun u buy toy and consoles and the WORST of all COMPUTER and internet~! If u r letting ur kids doin tat n urselves doin tat, u tempt ur kids to sin n u sin. So u r gng to hell?! How abt mobile phones? U sms… yes u still communicate. But u r doin it wifout havin face to face wif e person~! So… tats bad? Mayb, mayb not… if not, y cant I stay home n juz txt ppl, facebook, msn… halo~! Tis is isolation too u know. Physically… let’z link tis up… u know stayin home is bad bcoz no sunlite, no exercise nth will DAMAGE ur TEMPLE -- ur body. So u r manipulatin ur temple? So sin?! Ear piercing, dye hair, trendy fashion, drivin car… r all these extras? If so, are u not WORLDLY?

Whoeva reading these, owns some or all of these, and disagree wif me, pls~! if so, u r self denial… if not, then tell me wat r u…

Movies, Harry Potter for instance, witchcraft, deceit, betrayal, dark and evil forces, devils and demonic contents. It is perceived as a media to promote the New World. Anti- Christ action. In tat article, they even mentioned, “…wonder why Harry Potter is in the heat now…”. Hidden witchcraft? Like the telly tubbies? Lol… telly tubbies is usin hypnotism, while HP is dark magic? Pretty absurd.

Hey, practically ALL movies come along wif sexual, dark and good contents. All mixed up. Which means theaters and tv should b BANNED for good…

Guys, look… tis is wat I call, pushin blame to others… whn ur kids gone bad frm such influences u blame on them. How abt urselves? Self denial… is tat wat God teaches u? let me help u wif tat… He also mentioned kids go to heaven. The reason y he said tat simply put it tis way. He knows they r easily influence. Why? Bcoz they r kids~! They know nth of tis world. They r pure, regardless the wrong they’ve learnt frm the world we perceived. Bcoz whn they learn it no1 helped them to figure the rite n wrong~!

We r suppose to help the young ones. So wat if there r so many explicit contents in the world. Even in Harry Potter, I can find good meanin to it. Protect the weak against the evil. Even if u may b weak, u work hard n persevere. I bliv HP does tat in the movie din he?

Wat u can see is putting them as such of a parable n learn frm it. Take the bad ones as temptation frm Him. HALO~! Weren’t u taught bad ones r temptations and good ones, MIRACLES?!

Come on, good ones frm Him n bad frm Satan?! Yet, they co-exist. He din stop Satan frm temptin u. Bcoz to Him tis is a TEST~! Do u all c the link at all?

Temptation= Test
Failure= Sin= Weak
Victory= Miracle= Strong
So, can I argue… Satan= God? Maybe that relation is too much. It is a relation. Probably they r like frenz or rivals.
They r putting bets on us. “I bet u can’t get him to sin…”
“Let’s see about that… I’m gonna do this and this and that”
“Well, then do it. It shall be a test to him/her to prove their faith to me…”

So, how abt tat?

Gone Too Soon...

Waoh, after goin thru those past blogs, I realized its been like more than 6mths since I blog le...

i've changed my job alrdy. Lol... still doin sales but tis time it's a different sales lah. Letz not get into details wif my job rite now.

Well, so far so gd. And im doin very well wif my baobao. Fun and bz. It is really x to stay along cbd area. Unless u r realli discipline to cook by yaself. But nah... lazy to cook, end up eatin out.

Ive watched MJ THIS IS IT~! And I dare say its GREAT~! Super awesome!! even though I kept tellin my peepz its time he goes, but deep dwn it is not... mayb juz a way to conceal my feelin for my idol.

MJ is not my erm... not tat kinda obsessively connected idol lah. Juz sme1 worth to respect. Pls, put aside wateva his personal life has been goin thru. We cannot assume all in the media is true abt his life. We will not know the underlying current causing all these troubles. But in regards to his talent, I dare say NO1 eva can rch his height. NO1~! In the world.

Initially I thot, aiyah 50 alrdy still wanna do concert aft he “zhao xia” in sme mtv show long ago, sure lip sing 1 lah...

BUT~! After watching This is it, I realized I was wrong~! NO, NO lip sing at all. He is still as good and he still dances. AOH~! Still as divine, the King of POP~!

U see, so many a time we judge on someone according to their worst times. But then again it cld b wrong. Many things come to light only aft his death. I dun tink any1 of us wan tat to happen on us. Hence, I urge every1, letz not put immediate judgment on otrz like how MJ's been treated, at least by me... every1 deserve a chance regardless of circumstances. But of coz a chance wif calculated risk involved. Keke...

New Job New Environment... New Life

Hey itz been a while since i blog... Well, i was pretty much tie up wif my new job... not gonna say wat exactly it is, but trust me its kinda fun though... n of coz new job comes new environment. But the new environment i meant wasnt abt my job. its more like a new plc i live in now keke... my baobao plc. we live together in an apartment ard cbd area. its all paid for by the company 555 so no issue. but not the utilities.

Well, i hvnt been blogging since i started staying in tis new modern apartment is also due to the fact tat im not usin my own comp. Its an europe laptop im using now n i kinda haf some problems wif the functions. So i thot writing out in singlish cum sms shortcuts n all will help me alil wif expressing myself.

Hey peeps dun get me wrong. If i eva write anytin tat sounds weird or bad or good. If its not abt me totally, it can b anytin i can tink of outta nowhere at all. n mayb alil mix of the past or anytin like tat... defnitely its been gr8 wif baobao now...

let me juz post a new 1 aft tis...dun wanna mix everytin 2gether in a post. btw tis freakin lappy has alrdy show me problems... everytime i type, i mite accidentally coz the cursor to go elsewhere n i b typin on the wrong line... so irritatin...

Also y i din blog here is bcoz tis lappy has no MSWORDS!!! can u juz bliv tat... baobao got no mswords in the lappy... usually i wld do a writeup on words then paste onto the blog. but seems like i gotta get use to writin it dwn rite frm the net itself... 555... ok then let me juz slowly tink of smetin to write in the future...

Is life really that simple?

I realized many people only solve problems when it is too late… most of them chose to snowball everything, test their own personal limits and when all is too late it explode…

Opposite parties will then reply, “If you would have say so earlier, maybe all these would not have happened.” Or “I should have done it earlier…”, “What if… what if… what if…” by the way I just watched “Back to the Future I II & III” again, after I watched them for more than ten years ago.

The worse thing is when hints and sometimes straight answers were given, people just reply “okay, okay” three bags full and then back to square one. This is utterly annoying. “Oh, you did? I am so sorry I cannot take hints.”
HELLO~! It was obvious. Still cannot get it? Then get a genie and wish for mind reading powers please. Save me all the trouble…

It is really emotionally and mentally taxing to have one brain to work for two minds. I know people want life simple, so they will make theirs simple by simply not think! Then others around them will think for them.

If you think life is simple, think again! Your life is simple means others ARE NOT. What will that make you? Selfish *s*h*l*… There are people who are born with their lives planned ahead. Some will be allowed to venture in their own thoughts, others will be guided along the way as to what their parents think is best for them, giving them an environment where they can be free yet safe enough for mistakes.

There are those who thought life is simple because they have been taken care of for way too long… when they are asked to USE their brains… WAH HEADACHE~! I CANNOT THINK THE MORE I TRY THE MORE PAINFUL IT GETS! Then once you work your brain for them, they will just smile at you and move along… please peeps, why does each of us owns a brain? It is simply because 1 brain, 1 mind, 1 body.

Taking life simple is selfish! You make others think for you, so you can live your own ideal simple life. That is CRAPPY! Worse than crappy a hundred times… when the thinker gets a little negative, you just keep pacifying him and make yourself the angel. Come on, give me a break. Why do you think you are positive? Because you let others think for you! All you do is live in the perfectly positive life of yours and try so hard to keep that unhappy stuff away from yourself and show others how nice you are, how positive you are. Keep telling yourself, “I got to keep this away, keep that away, so I won’t let others have any bad impression of me and my family.” Then suddenly paper gets burnt, everything inside pops out. Then you tell others, “I don’t mean to keep these from you. Because I’m afraid you will think of me, family, and my friends otherwise.” But hey you know why people who think for you tend to know everything? Well, because THEY THINK FOR YOU, HAHA… it is not a surprise, just something you never thought of. That is all. Stupid…

Peeps, all these weird thoughts just pop out sometimes, and I always like to feel it with imaginations to express all these thoughts as my own. I got this thought because I saw my friend putting up online all the time talking about having a simple life blah blah blah… but nothing against him lol… just want to use this line to tell you peeps out there. Before you want to think about having a simple life, THINK. Thinking is never simple. Decisions have to be made, decisions are never easy to make, so how is life any simpler?

P.S: spare me those simple decisions like, “what’s for dinner and all?” I dare to tell you guys out there… EVEN SUCH DECISIONS YOU CANNOT EVEN MAKE IT RIGHT MOST OF THE TIME. HAHA… “Anything loh…” familiar?

Moments in Time

There are so many things in my mind all the time. Sometimes they just over lap in time and space, making me lost of words. It is as though there are times when friends and family ask me something, I might tell them things that could have happened long ago as though they were recent and at the same time telling them things that are happening. So it confuses not just them but as well as me. Haha…

Maybe I am just someone who loves to take things off my chest, and when things that happened long ago was not told, I will just let it off once and for all. So, if there is something bad, people will always thought that I am still unhappy or could not get over with it.

I would say it is not true at all. Even if I would have gotten over it long ago, I will always be able to feel that instant relive of the incident when I share, so as to let people understand how it felt like and how exciting the story can be. That does not mean I hold grudges or still emotional about it. I am just someone who likes to be expressive even though there are times I cannot, I will do my best.

It is fun sometimes to relive what was once lost; be it sadness, happiness, laughter and sorrow. It is once in a while, good to think back what you have done to come this far. It helps to make your future a better place too. Whatever happened before, you try your best to make things right at this very moment. It motivates you to move on further ahead as far as you want to achieve.

There are always moments in time that will spark all these memories and time that will let you off. Either sadness or happiness, it should all turn out to be something you will feel relief of going through. The past moulds the future afterall...

Handle It

Many always regret doing what they had done in the first place. And the only way to realize it is AFTER you have done it. You would not know before you do it, do you? After Action Review I should say…

But what done can never be undone. It boils down to chicken or egg first. Every time after something has been done, you thought you did it right because this is what you have decided. Only after you see the result then you will start pondering about what could have been done differently to make it better. There is no wrong or right with our decisions because we have our own way of handling stuff. It may be right for us but not for others. When you feel stronger after what you have done, probably that makes it right and the weaker ones will find you wrong, and they start getting defensive with all the aftermath.

Handle things differently? Well, if things can always be handled differently, the world is perfect don’t you think? You will not know what you could have handled differently ONLY after you see the results. And if you know these before you act, you can see future and the world would probably be perfect for most of us since we can get what we always wanted. Then it is time to WAKE UP!

Why not tell your all previous relationships, “You could have rejected this relationship in the first place to save you all these problems with me.” But hey, there are things you would not find out until it actually happens. And some things that have happened cannot be reversed. So perhaps it is time to think what the next best step is for you and all of us, whichever convinces you.

Once done it is irreversible. The only few things you can do after that is Regret, Reconciliation and/or Repent. If you regret, you cannot move on clinging on the past. If you reconcile, you are giving chances to salvage current situation and make up to it. If you repent, you tell yourself you will do your best not to repeat any major similar mistakes in all future undertakings. All these may happen at the same time. Let’s just see how you are going to decide upon that and I shan’t explain more.

I don’t exactly agree with people always telling me things should have been different if you handle it differently. As I have said, certain things cannot be seen until it happens. It is not as rational as doing up business projects or anything physically visible. Situations have to happen to see the invisibles. Like they always say, “You will only realize how much you ought to cherish when you lose it or starts losing it.”

Handle things differently? Then we shouldn’t have come to this… world? We call this Risk… =)

Captivity of Identity

Recently I found some friends happened to have changed their names… New name, new life… is that it? But you are who you are!

No offence, but you are in captivity of identity. Not knowing who you actually are. All you know is perhaps, you did something wrong or something bad happened before and thinking that changing identity helps you to move on a different life or direction.

Life is not like a hard disk. When there is something wrong with your computer, you reboot, reformat. But life is not as simple as you think. It is not as though you can reboot or reformat and start all over again as and when you want to. Whatever happened in the past makes you who you are now and what happens now makes you who you are in the future. And only after you have done it, then will you realize if it is wrong or right in your own individual mindset. Yes, there are things that you can simulate before things happen. But will all those simulations end up being what you are expecting? Well, definitely some, but I am sure not all of them.

Even memories that have been formatted and removed from a hard disk can still be retrieved unless the hard disk is physically destroyed. Look, aren’t hard disks like a human life too? We can forgive, but it is really hard to forget because whatever that has an impact over you, it will never go away. You can move on to your future by putting the past away or you can learn from it as well. But you will have to be brain dead to remove all of those. Unless so, even if you changed your name or even migrate oversea or even trying your best to avoid people from the past, whatever it is, once it pops up it is there. It will still be there under the higher state of your consciousness.

I would say take them as lessons. Either it will not happen or if history repeats itself, you would probably know by then how to handle it under harsh conditions. To gain strength is to face your weakness. When computer encounters viruses, there are anti viruses program to prevent it or patches to repair them. If you have virus in you, you must face it and find patches to fix it. And after you have fixed it, you will have higher immunity to it. It must be confronted and not running away from it.

It is really annoying when people try running away but claimed that they are not, and that they are moving forward. Well, I would say that is still, running. You have to make things clear and let all these off your chest. When it is finally fixed, that is when you can really move on. If not, it is just like you ignore the virus in your computer as long as it works, you move on. But then your computer will not last any longer, it collapses. If you cannot fix your past, it will haunt you when it resurfaces. It is just the same as your computer; a pop up will always appear during intervals, stating that there is a virus within. All you do is click ignore or cancel, if that is what you want.

And when you get so annoyed with all these, you reformat your computer even if you have to abandon those valuable data in your hard disk. Just like you try to abandon and avoid all those past happenings. I know what you guys out there would say. How about a backup drive? Your only back up drive is your friends and family who will be with you. Those involved re-triggers your past be it good or bad. If you have fixed it, it will be, “Hey do you remember those times we had? What a day that was…”, if not, “Oh come on give me a break, it is over let’s not talk about it anymore. It’s too much…”

So what do you want as you think you are moving on? Remember peeps, Face your weakness finds great strength.